Have you ever been on a roller coaster, scared and excited at the same time, and thought, "well, I have no idea how this is going to go, but there's no getting off now!" That is the best way to describe how I feel right now. I have never been more excited in my life about this baby, but I've also never been so nervous! I, of course, have all of the questions and apprehensions that any new parents have, and I'm just trying to sort through those thoughts. Each day as my belly grows a little more I realize I am closer and closer to the upside down loops and twists of the roller coaster and I'm just hanging on for dear life! It's SO much fun though.... Did I mention we're having a
Girl!
A few weeks ago I started referring to the baby as "she" or "her" by accident. It sure did not take me long to get used to the idea that she was a girl, and I got a little attached. The closer and closer it got to the ultrasound date, I freaked out that I could be wrong (a little worried about my maternal instincts...) and what if she was actually a he?! I was already attached to HER! But yesterday came and sure enough, she is a SHE! Yay!